Im still thinking about my last miscarrige..?

sorry for your losses, i think it will stay with you forever i dont believe id ever get over losing a baby and its understandable how youre feeling. have you considered councelling? it might help getting your feelings off your chest before deciding whether to have another baby or not. speak to your doctor about the risks of having another baby too as it may give you some reassurance about the disorders you have. noone can decide for you if you should have another baby yet its between you and your partner, but it will be worth it to have another baby if you are ready, although you must take into consideration the risks involved and that you have a young baby to consider too. good luck.